cloudless skies

idk wat it is about cloudless skies, but they always unsettle me. the more i look at them, the more unnatural they seem. i feel like it's too peaceful, but not quite, it's just sorta bland, like harry grabow when he's not being a tool.

i love looking at clouds. the way the move amongst each other, with different sizes, speeds, and the way they come apart, reattach, and are changing every second. but i love it best when clouds catch the light of the sun, and they just glow like beautiful, fluffy sky lanterns. =]

clouds give the sky many things: depth, variety of the celestial landscape, color, and majesty. clouds just look so regal, when they're rising and moving near the sun or moon, overwhelming it, overshadowing it (haha, pun), and just glowing. tis a beautiful thing. =]

idk, i guess in my mind, a sky without clouds is like a person without problems in their life. no physical or mental obstructions, just glaring light, nothing hiding who or what they are. it's bland. i've never met anyone who i could compare like that too, maybe a baby, but still, its fun to wonder wat baby's are thinking about, if anything. i like clouds, and people with problems, because there's something to figure out with them. they're not just straightforward with everything. granted, jessy was like that the first day we met, which took me off guard at first, but it worked out. =P

with clouds, as well as people with problems, though, there has to be a balance. most days (like most people) have clouds (problems =P), but if there's too much in their life, its like a completely cloudy sky, barely any sun, and a high chance of rain (tears), and if it doesnt rain, its just dismal. at least if there is precipitation, u know there's a reason for the overcast skies of their souls (yay cheesy poetic language! =]) and if the person has too much going on, its like their sun (soul, heart, mind, all 3) is being concealed by their clouds, but its not easy for someone to just clear away the obstructions. it's their sky, they have to clear it or increase the cloud cover.

but again, clouds move, clouds change, and clouds have different sizes and depths. everyone has problems, i hope, but they're all different, and they all have the potential to either cloud your sky beyond all recognition or understanding, or catch the light from your sun and make your sky shine with all possible beauty, even causing happiness to those who may view it. =]

P.S. i had no idea that metaphor would work out so well. yay chance! =]