time

sometimes, i hate time. today, the morning went by slow as hell, the afternoon was...idk, and the evening went by far too quick.

sometimes i wish i could stay in the present, just a little longer. sometimes i wish i could just enjoy her gaze for another few seconds, just a few. her eyes are so soft and warm. i could honestly stare at them all day. then again, i love eyes in general. if someone would let me, i'd just stare into their eyes, looking for some clue to their existence or personality. shakespeare said "the eyes are the windows to the soul". i like to believe things like that. i'm a romantic fool, so wat. soul passage or no, peoples' eyes are beautiful. from gen's star exploding eyes, to jessy's near black pools of mystery, to russell's changing ice walls, to juliet's sweet brown canvas of emotion.

i got off the subject of time, sorry. =P but maybe that's why i like staring contests so much. i get to look at ppl's eyes closely without making them feel awkward.

ah, i keep digressing. watever. long story short, there never seems to be enough time. for anything. it sucks.