it's weird how quickly things can change. how ppl can go from happy to hating humanity in a few hours, minutes even, how ppl can spend years of bottling up their emotions, squashing their issues, giving excuses to their parents for why they're so "distracted", all for the sake of someone else, who can then basically shit on that in unhappiness. it's weird how we can stifle our gut instincts to try and keep others from falling into despair, and its weird how quickly that can go wrong, and how angry thoughts can come. like the fact that he's the main teller of dead baby jokes in the school.
it's weird how guilt and shame can breed angry blog posts. how a few words can make ur body shudder, ur heart sink, and ur head ache, and how u can ask "what can i possibly do against the world she hates". not to say that such stimuli are unreasonable, no. maybe im just tired. good nite, and i'm sorry.
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